you told me that it is me that me myself is the problem. and i trusted you. you told me i should be happier. bt i tried and i still do not see any difference. i know that i shouldn't be like that but the truth is there is no difference. and there will never be. i hope you will read my blog but i know you never will. i thought you understand but i was wrong. you said i was a different person. i tried to do as you say but now i know that the real different is you. i have been myself all along. well, maybe i haven't. not exactly. well, that's because i haven't had the chance. i thought you would help me change my life. but i was wrong. you broke my heart.